"Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but the other person was too afraid to let you?""Have you ever doing something and wishing you hadn't? Or doing nothing and wishing you had?"
A wave of nostalgia swept over me tonight, triggered by one of our photo "OUCH!" that I forgot to delete.
In the past few months, I was suffered in severe heartache caused by one of my inexperience and irrational decision. It was so close that I nearly gave out my heart & soul and how ironic that the wake up call was actually came from one of my ex-date who I possibly hurted the most. Maybe that is what we so called Karma.
Thanks to you for totally messed up my life and I was so screwed. My life was fall apart and I lived in dark. I wasn't love you that much but I was upset with myself, my innocent & immature thinking and/or believed in every single lie you made. Considered your past, I think I had enough warning. Unfortunately, I have this real weakness toward sweet talker and you took advantage of it.
With a little help from my friends, I found the light in the tunnel at the end. My life was rebuilt, pieces by pieces. I strike to be a better person each day, trying hard to be more understanding to anyone who around me, even the one person who could possibly hurt me. Nothing is better than being able to smile again. I'm finally moved on. So I sincerely wish you all the best for your love, life and family.
Even though I still wake up in the middle of the night, I don't miss you anymore. I miss who I thought you were...
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